two things

The first thing is about Gideon. He's really in love with Bonnie. He has no idea how to handle the situation, how to show his love, but he knows what he feels. Ironic, because I like to think I know a bit better how to handle that, but I never have any idea about how I feel. Between the two of us we could make one half-way decent man.

The second thing is just a long list of times I've come second. There was Talking Up Science. There was state debating. National Youth Roundtable. National Youth Parliament. Contract law. Lots of other things I've forgotten.

I'm just feeling shitty. Sorry.