wanting

I want a girlfriend. I don't want sex, or kissing, or anything like that. What I want is a girlfriend. Someone I can walk around with holding hands. And someone I can talk to all the time about everything. Maybe a little kiss one day or another, but really it's mostly about holding hands. Listening to songs like Kiss Me (Sixpence None The Richer) or One Crowded Hour (Augie March). Acting out Kiss Me maybe. This isn't what I had with Nikky. But it's all that I want. Something simple and innocent. That's all.

Clearly, I'm on my way down. I knew this.